Secrets Are Meant To Be Unknown

2010-06-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

UPDATE .

okay , i haven't updated for a very long time .

well , i've been really really busy ,

&life's been changing rapidly .

anyw , i'm sorry , i've hurt you .

i know i'm being really selfish .

you SHOULD hate me for doing this to you .

i hope we can still be friends .

you're a gr8 guy .

but , i guess i took quite sometime to realise ,

that we are better off this way .

now , the other way round .

promise me you'll move on & be happy .

i'll still be here for you ,

&thank you for everything .

memories will always stay (:

i know things ain't gonna be easy from now ,

but , i'll pull through .

i wont let it affect me or us .

at least , now , i have the will to fight on .

i love you , fishmonger .

i do .

thank you for giving me endless support ♥

2010-05-03T13:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO , WORLD :D

MATHS SUCKS , BIG TIME !

ENTERPRISE TOO .

LOL .

WE SUDDENLY START TALKING BOUT BLOGS .

SO , HERE I AM , BLOGGING AFTER NEARLY A MONTH .

shall blog again soon .

CHEERS !

2010-04-09T13:31:00.005+08:00

DAMN IT .

couldnt sleep last night :c

too much stuffs bothering me .

but , yeah , whatever .

guess i'm still on my own , after all .

it really sucks to know something you dont wanna know .

*SIGH*

well , i guess i just shouldnt have told you anything .

I'm really sorry , now i'm feeling screwed up .

doubt we'll even talk like before :c

oh , god . i've to get over it soon .

shouldnt even get affected by it , anyw .

AHHHH , shit , I'M FRUSTRATED .

i'm to blame , awesome -.-

seriously dont know what the hell is wrong with me .

i'm gonna stop here , dont feel like gg on .

or i'll start writing an essay and end up drawing circles .

meeting love l8r @ 6 .

he's booking out today .

happy , me . lol .

mood's kinda screwed :c

hope i dont make things worse .

spare me from misery , please .

2010-04-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

i'm reeeeally lazy to blog .

so , i guess i'll just reply tags .

nth much to talk abt as well ?

xcept that sch's gonna start soon :c

I WANT MY PAY !

alright , will stop here for now .

SHERYL :

I MISS YOU TOO , SWEETHEART :D

JIELING:D :

HAHA , yeah . i havent seen you for quite some time too .

how've you been ?

i'll contact you , kay ?

hope to see you really soon ♥

2010-02-19T12:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL .

this year is very much diff from other years .

but i've been meeting love the past few days (:

promised to give him my free time & i meant it .

oh well , not gonna talk abt what happened recently .

i'll blog again , really lazy now .

2010-02-08T15:35:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA :D

banquet's been really tiring , but ,

fun & interesting too .

thank god , i'm only working on wed this week .

&i wont be working for the whole week during CNY .

*claps*

havent been catching any movies/taiwan dramas recently :l

so much emails to clear too .

oh well , i can't w8 to see B .

no idea why i've been wanting to see him .

v'tine day's nearing too .

re-dyed my hair on sat ,

&i'm gonna go for hair treatment .

have some stuffs to get in mind as well .

heh . guess i'll have to book sa soon (:

finally got time again .

aww , i miss everyone .

2010-01-28T13:42:00.002+08:00

i guess this suits me best now .

cant really tell how my current mood's exaclty like now .

sometimes , it's really hard to please those around you .

esp those close to your heart . *sigh*

really hope someone will try sparing a thought for my feelings .

i'm just like you , a human , after all ?

trying really hard to see things differently .

but , no matter how hard i try , i fail eventually .

perhaps i care too much .

it's okay , anything's worth it as long as you're happy .

imma strong girl , i am (:

i'm still alive & breathing .

i'm FINE .

2010-01-22T10:58:00.006+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING AFTER SOOOOOOOO LONG (:

HA ! woke up @ 8 today to start cooking dinner for family .

i'll be meeting B this evening ,

so had to cook early .

*CLAPS*

take a break , mom .

you've been working really hard .

i'll take your place since i'm @ home most of the time :D

manage to talk to girlfriend last night .

havent seen or talk to her for some time .

&sa too :l

hopefully she'll have time next week .

meanwhile , i'll just see if the job's available .

i'll call you , girlfriend (:

donovan text me ytd as well .

two sports day this year ? o.0

have to help them with cheer this year .

16th April . heh .

guess it wont be long before that day approaches

oh ya , i havent thank those who celebrated my day with me .

THANK YOU , GUYS :D

dint get to thank y'all that day .

it's too l8 , but still , thanks .

trip too NZ was way much better than i'd thought .

pretty reluctant to go @ first ,

so i'd to drag myself there .

the first few days were terrible .

missed everything and everyone here .

but it got better when we went up to Bland Bay .

i dint have any means of communcation , though .

reception's too weak so both phone and internet failed .

tried KAYAKING for the very first time .

heh . have to admit i felt really proud of myself .

kayaked 11km for 6 hours out in the harbour .

went fishing , body surfing and tried snorkelling as well .

*laughs*

saw penguins diving into the water , under the boat .

they're reeeeeeeeeeally adorable .

& a mother dolphin swimming really slowly .

she'd a dead baby oh top of her .

that was really sad .

i cried -.-

anyw , dan & matt's getting married in march ,

but i wont be attending .

oh well , guess i'll have to w8 till i get to go there again .

then i'll play uno and cluedo with them everynight again .

LOL . memories luh .

i'll stop here , wanna watch my taiwan dramas alrd :D

Thank you , for turning up @ the airport that day , B .

dint know you'd gang up with mom to surprise me that way .

lol . HAPPY CAMPING , dear .

i'll see you l8r .

love & miss you very much :D

do check your email for my reply when you're free .

HAHAHA !

should've replied you much ealier , sorry :l

the reception there was really bad .

rmb telling you that when i got back .

2010-01-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

D.A.M.N

sent my application last night .

it feels really good to be back (:

thought i'd be able to meet B soon ,

but it seems quite impossible .

oh well, guess i'll have to w8 somemore .

really lazy to blog these days :l

shall end here for now :D

B , read your emails .

miss you very very much :c

w8ing for you to book out

&let's go unwind .

love you .

2009-12-02T00:46:00.002+08:00

EVERYDAY'S A TORTURE .

seriously , i feel terrible .

it's been 4 days alrd , damn -.-

i'll blog again another day .

aint in the the mood for anything these days :c

2009-11-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

ALOHA , WORLD ! :D

oh god .

i haven't been blogging for a veh veh long time .

oh well , i'm glad o's like finally over .

in fact , it's been over for abt 2 weeks alrd .

*GRINNNNNNNNS*

went to HILTON for prom last night ,

&it was awesome . really .

i'm gonna miss high sch a lot , for sure :l

thank God bi lent me his lappy .

if not , i wouldnt have started catching up with people .

i'll upload the prom pictures on Fb really soon (:

kay , i'm gg over to JURONG tmrw .

i'm gonna start work sometime soon tgt w bry .

HOHOHO !

we'll be working @ novotel .

some hotel in clarke quay :DDDD

alright , guess i'll stop here for now .

will try to update again tmrw ! (:

Babu , you're asleep right now .

really glad i'll be able to see you tmrw .

promised to spend time w you after my exams :D

you'll bring me for ice cream as promised , wont you ?

love you vm , dear .

night night , sweet dreams and sleep tight !

2009-09-20T19:02:00.002+08:00

B.A.C.K finally . HAHAHA !

oh well . o's are approaching really soon

&my com's not working :c

i've just stated the reasons for not being online and all .

life's been pretty exciting .

sure have gone thru lots of ups and downs .

but , yes , i've grown :D

tsk , imma big girl now , yo .

mom , dad & sis are all not in town .

but they've agreed to let me stay over @ bi's place since i'm home alone :l

so here i am , updating whatever i can .

it's amazing , y'know ?

just realised there are people who only discriminates others .

oh-puh-leez ! take a good look @ yourself first , ya ?

you're what i call a turn-off .

hmmm . i'll be studying after dinner .

told myself i'm gonna work really hard for the next month or less .

not much time left for me to waste .

i'll try to update soon ,

i promise .

for those who wants me to relink , i will .

i'll miss blogging a lot :x

CIAO ! :DDDDDD

baby , thank you for your constant care 'n' concern .

well , i want you to know that you're worth more than you know .

you're priceless , hun :D

things tend to get ugly @ times ,

but i'm holding on .

y'know i love you , dont you ?

you're really sweet , boy .

your patience 'n' understanding's been appreciated .

ignore what others have got to say .

you rock , you really do .

uoyevoli <3

heh , boy . thanks for telling me .

know what ? whoever you are ,

i really appreciate it if you just leave your name the next time you tag .

mind you , you're a guy .

dont be such a coward luh ?

&you should just tell me .

no need for you to broadcast , ya ?

if you're a girl , all i can say is , you're S.H.A.M.E.L.E.S.S (:

JIELING ! sorry .

no time for quiz now .

another time , aite ?

hope to see you soon .

2009-07-04T19:00:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYO , WORLD :D

well , i haven't blogged for a veh veh long time .

com's down currently ,

so won't be able to blog unless i visit boyf .

HAHAHA !

I'm leaving his place soon ,

will blog another day .

just know that i'm really happy these days .

I LOVE THE CHEERLEADERS ,

LOVE SWEET♥ , DARLING , GIRLF. & NANA ,

ST. ANNE'S CONF. CLASSMATES

& OF COURSE , BABYYYYYYYYYYY :DD

so much i'd love to share ,

i promise i'll blog soon (:

2009-06-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOO :D

well , today was alright .

met baby for lunch at LJS ,

then sent me over to granny's place .

he left after that , though .

donovan text me saying he'd tagged me .

&yes , don , i saw , haha !

went over to the next blk ,

suppose to help aunt move stuffs over to granny's

but i ended up falling asleep after silly stopped texting me .

*laughs*

woke up only at 5 plus , if i ain't wrong .

went back to granny's for dinner before gg to bugis for shopping (:

bought some stuffs and i'm happy now .

HAHAHA !

now i'm back , but i cant seem to sleep :l

gonna sleep soon , though .

masai , if you ever see this , listen up .

ben too .

we'll be here for you ,

at least , i'll be .

don't show sad faces ,

smile and brace up.

i believe you'll both be happy someday :D

&yes , donovan , i'm sorry , i forgot that instance .

lazy to reply tag , so i'll say it here .

i'm glad i got to know you and the rest this year through cheerleading .

it may be the last year for some of us ,

but memories will stay ,

wouldn't it ?

you've been a good boy ,

thank you for being such a gr8 help during practices (:

i'll see you soon .

&at times , i'll stop and think to myself ,

what is it i really want ?

life's crazy , that i know .

God's given me the freedom to choose what i wanna do .

but , i make mistakes ALL THE TIME .

well , one thing i'm certain ,

i'm nvr alone .

really glad for the many blessings God has given me :D

baby , you're enjoying yourself now , aren't you ?

have fun , guess i wont be talking to you tonight again .

thank you for coming down to have lunch with me .

not sure if i'm able to meet you tmrw ,

seems like i'll have to head to granny's place again .

i'll let you know , okay ?

night , love , sweet dreams and sleep tight .

iloveyou;

2009-06-03T08:57:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOO , WORLD :D

i'm currently in sch having lit lesson .

it's really dull and i'm not at all interested in the content -.-

anyw , spent my whole time laughing away ,

guess only a handful knows why (:

oh ya , my hols packed with much events .

lesson whole of this week ,

m'sia the next ,

&camp , the following :/

well , i'll be gg out with the cheerleaders on the 20th !

reckon it'll be fun , HAHA .

i'd get to see my darlinggggggggs (:

*GRINNNNNS*

alright , i'll blog again , barely have the will to do anything right now .

y'know , it sucks when people pin your hopes so high ,

&then shatter it in the end .

i can be reallyyyy happy if i want to .

though certain beings makes me happy ,

others tend to affect me more .

DAMNIT .

2009-06-01T21:06:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA !

well , the past few day's been really crazy .

my schedule was really heeeeeectic ,

BUT , i swear i had lotsa fun :DDD

had cheerleading meeting & practices for the past two weeks .

had heats too , &we managed to make it to the finals (:

friday , had sports carnival .

well , i kinda screwed the cheerleading in a way :c

but then again , i'd no regrets .

HAHAHAHA !

at the end of the day , it is the memories that stay .

though we weren't the best ,

we still made it through , together :D

look , eagles cheerleaders , thank you guys for your time , effort and commitment .

we did our best , i know , so don't worry , darlings !

glad to have known the few younger ones ,

namely , weisheng , hillary , janna and ben (:

yes , it's a pity it's our last year .

but , memories do stay , don't they ?

i'll miss you guys like , damn a lot :l

after that , went for lunch with darling hill , andrew & masai .

rushed home to pack and left for church ,

my dear pri 5s .

*grins*

i've nvr felt soooooooo worn out on the first day of camp before .

it was craaaazy , but i was given special attention , when it's suppose to be the other way round .

well , the other facils asked me to rest early , and i did as instructed .

subsequent days were better ,

not fogetting , my TRINITY CHOIR :D

felt kinda sad when we did the closure ytd .

they came to me to ask for autographs ,

and the three little ones wrote some stuffs that made me go , awww .

LOLS !

met babyyyyyy for dinner last night tgt with daddy , haha .

i told him how tired and glad i was ,

& that i missed him a lot (:

told me i had to score for today's o'levels chinese

&yes , i did my veryyyyyyyyyyyyy best today .

say you're proud of me , dear . lol .

i'll stop here for now , got sch tmrw :l

JIESI:welcome , i'll do just that . haha . i hang-ed out with y'all today after so long . loves !

beeeeeee:ya ya , exams over alrd , reply really late , i know . sorry !

Gizella:ohmy ! you tagged my blog , just read . link me up , okay ? i'll link you back . & oh , hope we'll be able to attend camp tgt (: I'VE BEEN SEEING YOU MORE RECENTLY , HOHOHO :D love you , dear .

beeeeeee:i bo liao , you like what ? lol . dont have to reply to this , i know what you're gonna say -.-

junler:hey !

Roy:thank you thank you ! sorry for the super late reply , no time to update :x

QingFeng:yes , lil one ? continue to work hard , okay ? love :D

Anthony:eh , what monster ? -.- had camp , can't answer . what's up ?

Sereneng:hahaha , blogged as asked (: see you tmrw . night night !

caslinnnnn:why don't blog ? T.T rotting alrd eh , lol . love you lahs <3

2009-05-15T12:37:00.004+08:00

EXAM'S OVER , LIKE , FINAAAAAAALLY !

yes , over and done with , indeed :D

well , my results ain't gonna be really good .

but whatever the outcome's gonna be ,

i swear i won't regret , really .

well , i'm accountable for my own resulls ,

&i can PROUDLY say , i've tried my best .

Lord , you know me best .

let me not be affected by what others have got to say bout my results .

nth's gonna put me down (:

oh well , i'm gonna meet baby for dinner l8r .

&it seems like i wont be able to meet him on weekends too :c

it's okay , isn't it ?

*laughs*

twin , kwa and clar's @ my hse currently .

i should be elated now that exam's over ,

but , fact is , i don't .

o's chinese is in less than a months time .

time flies , doesn't it ?

especially this year .

we're all dying to get over and done with o's .

whatever luhs .

i'm gonna stop here for now , will blog again .

2009-05-05T23:37:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH !!!! :x

the past few day's been well ,

with my all-so-awesome friends & boyf accompany-ing me .

today's an exception , though .

wanted to have waffle with twin & co. after sch :l

but , she left in a hurry .

so , the others were stucked with me for the next few hours .

i swear i felt really touched having such thoughtful friends (:

&yes , i did cheer up eventually .

but it wasn't long before i started thinking bout stuffs again .

i just can't help it ,

i feel bad .

bad for pulling others along with me :c

&i can still enjoy myself ,

laughing my time away .

gosh , i feel terrible .

i'm really sleepy but i just can't get to sleep :x

nonetheless , thank you , friend(s) for being there for me .

you guys did cheer me up in a way , really .

i've got no mood to reply tags now , l8r , i guess ?

2009-05-01T08:52:00.002+08:00

MORNING , EARTHLINGS !

wow , i haven't been blogging much lately .

or , should i say , i've barely the time to come online ,

&my sis is way too addicted to NARUTO . -.-

well , that's besides the point .

exams are round the corner ,

&i'm really getting super stressed out .

so much piling up on me :l

anyw , i've spent most of my time with cas & co. these days after sch .

really glad to meet up with girlf , sweetheart and darling after lit , though (:

we haven't gone out tgt for ages .

well , we went round mall trying to figure out what to get for someone .

after which , we went to to comics connection and library .

HAHAHAHA ! :DDDD

we slacked till about 6 and then i came back to pack .

well , accompanied mom to SIA sports club .

played badminton with the adults and i swear , it was craaaaaaaazy .

couldn't take the heat so i went for a swim (:

came back home with my body aching all over after that .

guess mama was right ,

i should swim every week :l

well , darling's coming over to study @ my place .

&i'm meeting , cas and mao for lunch tgt with ting before meeting the others @ Kovan for pool :D

hmmm . i'm having so much fun , yo !

i've got gr8 friendsd , really gr8 friends .

oh , GOD , thank you for the many blessings you've bestowed upon me , you're an awesome GOD , indeed !

i'll blog again , really soon .

JIESI:HAHA , don't worry , i'm okay , thank you (:

caslinnnnn:awww , haha ! that's good , and yes , you finally accept the fact . LOVE YOU TOO , TWINNAYE <3

HuIChIn:haha , hello & you're welcome :D anything for a friend . takecare and loves !

2009-04-22T22:29:00.004+08:00

CASLIN :

dear , don't be so upset alrd , okay ?

really not used to seeing you cry :c

&yes , accept the fact that we both look alike in a way or another .

y'know what ?

i feel for you , i really do .

i don't feel for many people , okay ?

please , cheer up soon , dear :D

i nvr wanna see you so upset .

it's really unlike you .

rmb , i'll always be here for you .

love you , dear <3>

GIRLFRIEND :

thank you for coming into my life and being such a sweet girl .

you nvr fail to cheer me up whenever i feel down .

you know me well , i'm very very sure abt that .

you're a blessing , indeed .

both you & nana nvr fail to listen to my rants and all patiently .

your smiles & every move .

i do notice them :D

i feel for you too , i swear .

don't give those glum face , okay ?

i feel really weird and uneasy .

your quiet nature's scary at times , really .

&i'll get really worried .

so , please smile & be happy .

only then will i be happy (:

YUPING :

thank you for being there whenever i feel lousy .

also , you're really funny at times ,

making me smile and laugh .

learn how to control your usage of certain word , yeah ?

i know you can do it .

&all the best for the upcoming exams and all .

work hard , there's lit tmrw .

you're a REAAALLY GR8 FRIEND .

thank you !

2009-04-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

okay, i'm blogging cause JEREMY had obviously forgotten abt tuition .

well , the past few day's pretty okay .

in fact , sch's pretty fun these days :D

but , of course , there are certain events that make me feel really disgusted .

i've been meeting baby more these days (:

actually , he came to look for me .

well , went to cathay with cas & co. after sch ytd .

the queue was terrible .

something happened and baby was unhappy .

my bad , actually :x

went to ASTON for dinner with beeee .

then came home ,

feeling exhausted .

as for today , i went to plaza with girlf for dessert after sch .

we thought we were like '' budget couple sharing food ''

LOL :DDDD

went to mall to look for cas & co. after that .

they wanted to go poking

&maomao dint wanna go .

neither did YP :l

so told cas i wanted to go home .

but YP came catching up with me soon after .

mao called & asked me to go back ,

so we did .

as in , SR , YP & I .

it was pretty boring initially .

but some funny conversation started and yeaps ,

i was feeling much better from there .

y'know , many a times , i'll feel stranded .

i can't help but think abt the events occurring around me .

why is it that some people have to act like someone they're not ?

FOR GOD'S SAKE , JUST VOICE OUT IF YOU'RE REALLY UNHAPPY .

what's the point of passing unwanted comments around ?

yes , MS TAN's a really nice teacher .

she treat the whole bunch of us .

&it's really contradicting when you dont do what you say .

people out there , get this right ,

people have feelings , yo .

don't be so selfish as too hurt others at the expense of your joy ,

or whatever it may be .

& yeah , innocent people oviously won't offend others .

so why disturb them & make such nasty comments ?

call yoursef superman .

kiss my ass !

get some life lah , huh ?

what goes around comes around .

nobody's perfect ,

&it obviously includes you .

so , whoever it is , i urge you to stop being such a coward .

if you ain't happy , tell that person str8 in the face .

&please , leave your BIG , FAT , UGLY NAME .

you're a loser , that's for sure .

seriously , think abt it .

you're no better than anyone else .

so just keep those nasty comments/criticism to yourself ya ?

the world's too complicated .

it's really hard to put up with all these ,

esp. when there's no one to back you up .

OR to walk with you through it all .

baby , sorry for making you upset ytd .

i suck at times , i have to admit .

glad that you got the job ,

congrats , hun .

i'm feeling physically tired these days .

perhaps i haven't got enough rest .

am really distracted cause of many things .

i know exams are coming .

&yeah , i haven't put in my all .

not gonna excel academically ,

but i AM trying .

whether or not you , mom & dad believe ,

this is all i can say .

with so much in my mind ,

it's really hard to score .

but i swear i'm trying really hard .

i'm gonna stop here , love you .

Anthony:relink-ed alrd luh , monster -.-

PIg:cause you miss me ? hurhur . want to see then good lo , more than happy . if not , it's okay .

Hweemay:hello , chocolate , see you in sch . loves !

lu ren A:er , okay , hello ? tskk . please , don't be lame luh . hurhur .

2009-04-14T20:46:00.005+08:00

HOHOHO ! :D

y'know , i've been really busy these days .

hardly have time for myself & baby .

anyw , i'll talk about thurs first .

had a long day @ sch .

went for church visit after that tgt with MC pals .

well , came back pretty late :l

went over to baby's place the following day .

spent the first half of the meeting there then came back to hougang .

went to godma's hse & met up with bryan , abi , ashl , maria and the other adults .

well , i hope the pri 5 camp will be a success , seriously .

left around 2050 ?

head down to Raffles to meet baby again .

this time , with terence & another friend around .

if i aint wrong , name's Eric .

w8ed for a while before meeting .

&left for MS to catch 'KNOWING' .

had to kill time cause we were there way before the show .

spent time @ the arcade , starbucks , prize stage .

LOL :DDDD

well , cabbed home after the show .

both of us were dead beat , i swear .

nonetheless , it was fun (:

went to the old folks home on SAT morning .

after that , came back and slacked with GIRLFRIEND !

rushed down to church for easter set up

&basically spent the whole time there .

went to Godma's hse to shower ,

then stayed till 11 plus .

woke up early on sunday morning , ( again )

went to church for mass .

i saw many familiar faces

& guess what ?

saw ZELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

i miss her soooo much manzxzx .

*laughs*

went to AMK for lunch then dinner @ sakae , bugis .

cause it was granny's birthday !

ytd was okay .

chem AP was cancelled .

so came back pretty early .

as for today ,

went for lunch tgt with girlfriend & yp :DDD

then came back to pack up .

&went to sengkang for swimming .

HAHAHAHA !

right , i'll stop here for now .

babyyy , i love you !

i'll prove to you i can do it .

though i'll miss you like crazy ,

i'll put up with it .

by then , you'll have to do what you'd promised , okay ?

&i wish i was sick instead of you :c

get well soon , okay ?

takecare for the next 11 or 12 days .

no cheating ,

you'll always be my baby :D

you'll be in my heart

mwarhhhhhhh ~

JANE:hey , jane . long time , indeed . see you arnd in sch :D many misses !

2009-04-07T15:58:00.008+08:00

sch's pretty effed up today .

in fact , it's everyday -.-

oh ya , i've posted up the picture of the celebrities as promised .

well , first thing first .

the world's full of temptation , i swear .

it's GOOD FRIDAY this friday .

so , i shall be a good girl (:

y'know , at times you REALLY feel like killing anyone you see .

that's exactly how i feel right now .

but whatever it is , i choose to keep my cool for the time being :D

why let the evil one have its way ?

fights , GOSSIPING , LIES ... etc .

isn't these pleasing the devil instead of GOD himself ?

&i ask myself why do such things happen ?

innocent people get hurt in these processes .

it's not easy to refrain from those stated above .

but i'll make sure i dont become part of it as much as possible .

it's really tiring :l

you'll feel this immense sense of guilt .

'' do unto others as you would have others do unto you. ''

come on , humans have feelings ,

think before acting/speaking , puh-leez ?

i dont get why some can faint ignorance .

these serves as a reminder to MYSELF ,

to reflect on my attitude towards others (:

i should stop here for now .

i'm gonna do my revisions ,

&&my tuition homework .

lest JEREMY starts ranting again .

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

oh ya , thurs's gonna be a really LONGGGGGG day :x

guess it's worth it though .

'cause AMELIA & BRYAN's gg for the church visiting too .

not sure abt the rest , but , the more the merrier :D

i'm reeeeeally looking froward to THURS cause i can stay out late .

*YAYNESS*

well , beeee's probably enjoying himself outside right now .

&here i am , typing out the last few sentences before studying .

i've got stuffs to tell you ( again ) ,

but this time , i'm perfectly alright :D

thought abt what you'd said & agree with you , totally .

i'm gonna be pretty busy the next two days , i guess ?

free on fri & sat (:

call me l8r ?

if not , i'll call you when i'm done with the things i need to do .

LOVE YOU , DEAR <3

mwarhhhhh~

HuIChIn:hello , huichin :DD lol . see you tmrw (: loves !

2009-04-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS , UNCLE DESMOND AND JIE JIE KAY :D

well , i thought it'll be a rather boring day today .

initial plan was to meet up with baby ,

but end up , none of that sort .

so went in place of dad to attend their wedding (:

hmmm . met celebrities there and yes ,

photos were taken .

YAYNESS !

they looked really good today .

response was good as well , of course ?

drank too much vodka ,

my mom had to 'drag' me to the bus stop near the main road to w8 for dad .

i swear it was embarrassing , really -.-

but i guess i'd fun anyw .

slept in the car & went to buangkok for dinner .

well , i'll update the photos soon .

gonna sign out after checking my mails ,

&w8 for baby to call me .

i'm really tired :c

2009-04-03T22:27:00.005+08:00

WORN OUT !

haven't been blogging for quite sometime .

anyw , went to MARINA BARRAGE with st. annes people .

&baby came along as well .

took some photos and i'll post it up (:

anyw , this week's really tiring , dull and killing MOST of my brain cells .

&my mood hasn't been good for the past few days .

no idea why , but i cant be bothered to find out why .

apparently , i got to know some rather interesting stuffs

&yes . I AM , INDEED , TURNED OFF .

watched VALKYRIE @ shaw plaza with the other elect. history students .

the show was okay , i guess ?

i've got no comments actually .

except that i got to sit with CASLINNNNNN :D

VANESSA sat next to me as well .

whole bunch of us took a bus to boon keng and then , took the MRT .

oh ya , there are people who view my blog w/o tagging . lol .

i'm aware and yes , my blog's been rotting .

hmmm . hopefully , i wont be as busy next week :x

meeting COUSIN on thurs night ,

wed & fri 'devoted' to JEREMY for tuition -.-

&i'm only left with mon and tues .

*sigh*

i seriously need to find time , yo .

i wanna spend more time with baby before he serve the army .

it's really hard to manage my time right now ,

but i swear i'm trying really hard .

well , i really dont know what's wrong with SOME people .

i mean , how long can you hide ?

it's REALLY annoying to know that you've attracted unwanted attention .

i abhor those who 'speak w/o acting' .

perhaps you'll benefit something out of it .

but what abt others ?

fancy saying stuffs that may seem as if you care .

but who knows what you're thinking ?

indeed , life's unpredictable .

i know not what plan GOD has in mind for me .

try being nice to someone

&find your 'cares&concern' being rejected .

i'm tired , i'll just stop here .

not gonna mention names ,

cause i aint perfect as well .

there's so much gg through my mind .

well , i'll post the pictured now .

NIGHT NIGHT , WORLD :D

BABYYYY :D

i'm sorry for giving you attitude for the past few days .

well , you'll be getting busy soon , i guess ?

i'll try to make time , okay ?

nonetheless , i love you ( a lot )

i've got so much to tell you .

when will you have time to listen ?

i miss you , dear .

JOdy:HAHA ! peekaboo too :D thank you . me loves you (:

Anthony:duh ? of course i rmb luh . lol . you also nvr contact me ? still dare to say . tskkkk .

caslinnnnn:LOL ! CASLYNNNNNN , pretty face . *laughs* re-link alrd . LOVE YOU <3

Vanwee:lol . alright , re-link alrd . see you on mnday , dear .

QingFeng:hello , little one . gosh , you still rmb me , huh ? how are you ? takecare uh , xoxo .

2009-03-26T21:43:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOOO :D

first things first .

was supposed to blog ytd , but , i dint .

i've got tuition & of course ,

my sis was watching NARUTO as usual -.-

anyw , ytd was a funny day , i guess ?

not exactly funny . but funny things took place (:

*LAUGHS*

well , guess what ?

something really funny happened during elect.

both Cas & I were laughing really hard .

so much so that those around us were clueless :l

well , i'll share the conversation . LOL .

halfway discussing abt some random topic ,

caslin said : ' you've got the kinda cute face . '

&she goes on .

few seconds l8r ,

i said : ' wait , did you say i've gt a cute face ? '

&caslin replied , ' ya ? '

&i started to laugh pretty hard .

&she just did the same for some time :D

you know , i'm really glad and blessd to have such friends .

girlfriend , sweetheart , dearest , darling and all .

even today (:

sch kinda sucked actually .

but , SHQ fell down .

afternoon pragramme was terrible , though .

the relief teacher actually talked to us with some sh*t attitude .

it's like , come on , you're a teacher , yes .

but where's your respect for us ?

what bad example displayed , such a shame !

well , i guess i'll stop here .

tmrw's sweetheart's birthday (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , SWEETHEART ! <3

&darling's birthday's in a few days' time .

well , i'll post another time for that :D

love , you're most prolly still out @ this time .

well , i cant w8 till SUNDAY :D

HOHOHO !

let's take more pictures .

i'm gonna do as promised ,

i'll go to bed now (:

night night world ,

night night , hun .

sweet dreams and sleep tight !

me loves you .

MWARHHH ~

Serene &Elfie; wow , what long name . LOLS . anyw , i've blogged . what will i get ? *smiles*

2009-03-20T21:22:00.003+08:00

well , woke up early this morning .

initial plan was to meet baby @ harbourfront , 10am .

but he text me when i was abt to leave ,

saying we meet t a l8r time .

so , i waited for his msg to tell me when to go lo .

but he reached much earlier than me :l

in other words , i was late .

then , we wanted to go to sentosa .

but we dint go in the end (:

which is a good thing .

cause it rained after that .

so , we bought tickets for ' HOTEL FOR DOGS ' .

&visited the pet paradise , daiso and arcade :D

HOHOHO !

the show was good , i swear .

i cried like , on & off .

it was touching to me (:

both of us headed back home after the show .

waited for JEREMY to come over , guess he forgot .

baby , time spent with you has always been fun .

though i know not what's to happen ,

you'll always surprise me in a way or another .

&indeed , hols are coming to an end ,

which means i'll not be able to see you as often :c

i'll miss you , that's for sure .

nonetheless , i'll continue to work hard :D

i pray that GOD will bless you with a good job .

i love you , boy , i really do .

hugs and kisses <3

PIG:i'm doing so cause i wanna see how much i've grown and how life has changed :D

2009-03-18T12:34:00.005+08:00

YES , CHRISTABELLE's BACK !

well , i haven't been blogging much these days .

in fact , i dont have the time to do so :/

anyw , managed to spend more time with boyf now that i'm having hols .

a few days more ,

&i'll be tied down by my hectic schedule .

anyw , i went to CHERIE's blog and found some personality test thing .

thought it was interesting and did it too :D

guess i'll post the results up @ the end . hohoho !

hmmm , boyf's getting his results today .

&interview l8r .

went to bukit timah tgt with boyf ytd ,

it was really funny @ some point of time .

*laughs*

alright , guess i'll stop here for now ,

gonna post the results instead (:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

&here's the analysis :D

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

well , i'm not sure if the last point's true .

i wanna know if only you'll tell me :/

2009-03-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTH , BABYYYY :D

today's been a really tiring day .

ran for PE again , as usual :s

spent the first few minutes of Lit looking @ baby hamster ;

Fried Rice .

went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet baby after sch .

then we headed down to Orchard for movie .

had pretty much free time . so ....

ate LJS for lunch with baby's company .

*smiles*

even after i'd finish my food ,

we were still left with pretty much time .

went over to wheelock to look at stuffs .

he actually bought a packet of sweet for me ,

thank you , dear :D

came back to hougang after the show .

well , let's just say i'd a gr8 time with boyf today .

though i felt rather unhappy at some point of time ,

guess it dint really matter with boyf's presence .

BABY , THANK YOU FOR TODAY (:

y'know , sometimes i really wonder why you're such an unpredictable person .

&yes , no doubt that i still love you ( very much )

you should be drinking happily with your friend now .

but , bear in mind your health , body and all .

please know how to take care of yourself aite ?

dont drink too much ,

me loves you <3

2009-03-08T00:10:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA :D

i'm blogging , (again) .

LOL !

girlfriend told me it's a good thing

that i'm updating more frequently these days (:

*grins*

anyw , i went down to baby's place today .

went there and did my camp shirt design for my dear pri 5's .

oh well , i asked baby to draw the footprint for me ,

&guess what ?

he did it , lol .

me , being a really lazy girl , slept while he played his game .

hmmm , the game was abt zombies .

pretty interesting , but , i aint a game person .

so , i fell asleep until much l8r :/

he woke me up and we went out to buy ingredients for APPLE PIE .

yes , he made it with little help from me ,

i suck , seriously .

but i'm really glad , glad to have such a sweet boyf :D

something happened in the process though .

a mistake very much similar to the one i made the first time round .

HOHOHO !

a pretty sweet conversation ;

me : i'm growing fatter and fatter .

baby : huh ? it's okay luh , i love you anyw ?

me : *laughs*

baby : ya what ? fat also love , not fat also love .

me : *awww*

indeed , i was at a loss for words @ that point of time .

like , i dint expect him to say that .

haha , its late , i'll just stop here :D

dear , you've made my day , really .

i've had so much fun today :D

in fact , every moment spent with you is a bliss .

sometimes , i get real lost

but you nr fail to make me feel better .

you're the reason for my joys & sorrows .

love you , hunny .

get well soon (:

me loves you ( plenty )

JOLANDA:v'tine ! i miss you too , how have you been ? i'm fine :D will text you soon . love you <3

JOLANDA:study hard too , dont forget to rmb me ya ? lols . night night ! takecares (:

Vanessa:HAHAHA ! ya ya , my bad lo . LOLS :D love you , anyw .

2009-03-05T18:04:00.003+08:00

i'm blogging , again :D

well , though today's been a rather long , tiring and BORING day ,

i'd pretty much fun after sch .

*grins*

lunched with girlfriend @ the mall .

we ate and talked abt 'the past' .

HOHOHO !

she walked me back ,

but i ended up walking her to the bus stop .

had a really gr8 time talking to her ,

joking around (:

OH , &BABY PUDDING'S GONE HOME ALRD :c

baby came over ytd and stayed till after my tuition .

well , guess he's really exhausted .

hmmm , managed to send both of them back home .

though i'm feeling really tired these days ,

guess i'm glad with my friends &boyf around .

LOLS !

babyyyy , please drink lots of water , okay ?

take good care of your health uh .

your illness have been on and off ,

it's really heartbreaking :/

thank you for coming down to accompany me ytd .

y'know , the lil things you do really makes me glad :D

love you , dear .

MWARHHHHHH !

Rowena;haha , i've re-linked you alrd . &you're welcome (:

Ondrea;well , guess you'll have to wait till another time . he'll be waiting too , i guess ? lol . LOVE YOU <3

Vanessa;eeyer , why you put 'forced' ? spell wrongly somemore . HOHO ! thanks & love you , anyw :D

Ondrea;yes dear , it's you again . i asked her to tag in the lab . that's why she said 'forced' . lol .

2009-03-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

had chinese oral today after sch :/

well , i'm really tired .

guess i haven't sufficient rest for my day today .

*sigh*

stayed up rather late and woke up early .

i'm really turning into a panda .

have been feeling irritated , annoyed , frustrated , etc.

seriously , i'm feeling real screwed up now .

swear i'm gonna knock out earlier than usual ,

i need rest .

silly's been a really nice person .

thank you for listening to my rants despite your long day ,

i'm really stubborn ,

just got that figured out .

well , i guess i'd better stop here for now .

brain cells are dying off slowly ,

i'll blog again when i feel like it .

GOD , please grant me serenity before i really blow up .

what am i to do ?

glad that you're back .

enjoy yourself , you deserve it (:

Junhao; alright , i'll link you soon .

2009-02-28T21:51:00.005+08:00

went back to sch for chem lesson early this morning .

well , very much pleased with my test results ,

BUT made like , 2 careless mistakes :/

if not i'd have gotten like , full marks ?

sometimes , i really wonder , why regret after doing certain things .

went to the mall for breakfast with Vanessa (:

then came home after that .

had a gr8 time chatting with her today .

but , oh well , baby pudding's better alrd :D

he's starting to eat , drink and all .

he still refused to let me carry him , though .

having much fun watching his little moves as well .

HOHOHO !

spent the whole afternoon online .

&silly's been very nice .

he's been keeping me company since then .

he told me abt hamsters too !

*LAUGHS*

boyf's in genting now ,

it's been a day and i'm missing him alrd :/

he'll be back only on tues .

I'M BORED & TIRED right now :c

hope he's having fun over there .

after all , he'd spent most of his time studying and revising

late into the night .

he deserves rest .

babyyyyyyy , i miss you ( very much )

you've finally pulled through all your exmainations .

you've worked really hard ,

now it's time for you to relax and enjoy :D

rest more okay ?

i'm waiting for your return ,

it's a bore to know that you're so far away :x

nonetheless , i wanna let you know that baby pudding's doing fine .

&i'm sure he misses you as much as i do .

love you , dear .

MWARHHHH <3

Ondrea;haha , i agree :D in fact , talking to you has always been fun . you nvr fail to make me smile , love you , girlf ! <3

2009-02-26T17:27:00.004+08:00

*GRINS*

lol . time seem to past really slow today :c

perhaps we're just plain tired ?

hmmmm .

anyw , baby's baby mango pudding's 'staying' over @ my place now .

HOHOHO ! :DDD

adorable , isn't it ? the name and all .

he was nice enough to drive down ytd ,

despite having much catching up to do for his exam .

well , he's leaving for GENTING tmrw ,

i'm gonna miss him a whole lot :/

&&BABY PUDDING TOO !

he's seriously making me worry ,

everytime i try to get close to it him ,

he'll run back to his lil hse . T.T

hope he'll open up really soon , like , this minute .

guess i'll stop here for now ,

gonna have tuition @ 6 .

babyyyy , all the best for your last paper tmrw .

just try your best , okay ?

&have fun in genting :D

i'll take good care of baby pudding if he allow me to :/

well , i'm gonna miss you real bad .

takecare and please dont neglect your health .

hopefully time will pass faster than it is now ,

i'll wait for your return on wed .

ILOVEYOU , DEAR <3

phoebe;hello back ! :D ME LOVES YOU . ^^

keith;haha , alright (:

2009-02-22T21:57:00.005+08:00

BABYYYY , I LOVE :D

lols , went to look for beeee after church today .

supposed to be a surprise , but i gave it away again .

(like i always do , blabbermouth)

well , i haven't seen him for some time :/

the last time i met him was on v'tines day .

&not forgetting , mango pudding's really cute + fortunate .

his owner dotes on him a lot .

HOHOHO !

beeee , thank you for everything that you've done for me .

from the day we were together till now (:

i may not be able to comprehand your thoughts at times ,

but trust me , i do try .

you've been a really sweet boyf ; an awesome one indeed :D

silly you , dont think too much , aite ?

rmb that i love you a whole lot .

you're special to me , dear .

a notch above the rest and you'll always be .

my eyes sees you and you alone ,

none can replace you <3>

love you , silly !

guess you wont be sleeping tonight :/

you'll achieve good grades , i know you can .

just do your best , okay ?

take good care of your health ,

i dont want you to fall sick again :c

night night , sweet dreams &sleep tight , hun .

JOdy;haha , dint join class lehs , sad case :/

BEEE;nono , as in , if got go then find lo . sorry luhs :x got you can alrd , lols . LOVE YOU TOO :D

Cherie;relink-ed alrd (: takecare too , sweety .

JOdy;relink-ed alrd , haha . loves too <3>

Vanessa;haha , you dint really reach the ceiling luh ? but at least you've tried . LOLS ! love you , dear .

Ondrea;finally you tag me , huh ? i update alrd , tag frequently okay ? love you (: